If you know me, you probably know Maya. She was my dog. My little sister. She joined my family when I was 13, a very impulsive decision on our part. We happened upon a new litter of puppies while having a day out at the lake and fell in love with her instantly - she introduced herself by attacking my dad's shoelaces, and that was it. She was not for sale. I am not ashamed to say I pleaded dramatically, and with very little dignity, until I convinced the breeders to change their minds. From that moment on, it was the four of us.
She brought more love into our lives than I can really describe. She was sweet, loving, bossy, and feisty. She always lit up the room. She was perfect. We loved her totally. She made us better people, and a stronger family.
About two months ago, I discovered a small growth underneath Maya's chin. Soon after, she went in to the vet for tests. Eventually they confirmed that Maya had developed Lymphoma. There was nothing they could do. She was prescribed some medicine to help stop the pain and to give her a little more time.
Early yesterday morning, it stopped working.
Just before 3:00 yesterday afternoon, Maya was euthanized. We said our goodbyes, held her, kissed her, and helped comfort her as much as we could. Feisty as ever, she put up a little fight when her catheter was adjusted. But after that, she lied down for the last time, each of us holding her, and went peacefully.
We haven't stopped crying for long since. I'm trying to hold it together and I'm mostly failing. It's damn hard - I knew it would be, but it's somehow even harder than I could have foreseen. But I keep reminding myself that the only reason it hurts so much is because she made us so happy for so long.
She lived 15 years. They were good ones. She had some health issues earlier in her life, and she bounced back from all of them. She took care of us, and we took care of her. The last thing we did was take care of her.
I'll love her and miss her forever. She made my life better, and I can never thank her enough for that.
Oh Bry, I'm so sorry to hear the news. I'm so happy that you had 15 great years with her, and that she had such a loving, warm home with your family. I'm sure you brought her much happiness too.
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Mel
Thanks, Mel. I know we did. I'll always miss her, but I know she lived a great life, and that helps.
DeleteI'm heading out of town for a few days, so hopefully a change of scenery will help.
I'm so sorry Bry, it's so gut-wrenching to lose a family member (especially a dog sometimes, since you can have a stronger bond with them). Maya was one of a kind.
ReplyDeleteMaya had the perfect mix of sweetness and brattyness (that everyone around her let her get away with because she was so cute and full of spunk). You and your family gave her the best life any dog could imagine.
She will be missed.
Thanks. We're hanging in there.
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